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Dear journal,
haha~ i have been neglecting u for a year now... do u miss me~ :P anyhow, i feel like i need to start writing more... so many things i need to talk to u about... life... studies... frens... others. Recently, i found that i cant say much to others... my stress level have just gone up tremendously... i feel that my life have just been ruined by this one stupid problem. I know im not smart, i know my own limits; i just wish "giving up" is not part of my dictionary. I miss my family... my siblings... i think im homesick :'( not good. I guess its just my surroundings. At least , now, im happy enough to have frens who's been there for me when I need them.
DBSK problem is also one of the reasons why im depressed. People seldom asked me," What's with u n DBSK anyway?" I guess people just dont understand me well enough to know the real me. DBSK is part of the reason why im still here,my source of entertainment & my so called motivation. I bet no ones understands that. I miss them so badly that everyday I listen to their songs, i cried so bad. Some said im too emotional; i cant agree more cos i am one. Hope they will win the lawsuit bcos i cant take anymore surprises. Now, i need to focus more on my crazy project that i wish it never exist in the first place but they say its part of life. Nothing is easy until u find a way to be able to cope with it. I guess i need to not push myself too hard. Umma said i need to calm down. I just wish she's here with me. Ahhh~ few more weeks! few more weeks! my only source of motivation. I believe I can do this. Naneun halsuisseo~ Gambarimasu!!! Till then, i'll talk to u more soon. i feel much better now.
Love,
izah <3 Micky PYC
