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Monday, June 7, 2010
Study Mode ... No! Drama Mode... Yes! Monday, June 07, 2010

Hello journal,

haha~ well, i suppose i should get started with my revision but unfortunately, my study mode is still not kicking in ;( i knw im the kind that starts to study at the very last min. LOL wat can i do to change this? for sure, i have no answer this question . I guess i just need to go with the flow then XD which ever my feelings tell me to do XD

So yeah, wat have i been up to for the past few days? I can say i might either be catching up on my fan fictions *guhhhh~ addiction is scary sometimes* XD trying to finish up all my drama that includes Cinderella's sister and Personal taste... damn! DongYi is awesome... cant wait for hani to dl all of them :P Nappeun Namja is epic cos Kim Nam Gil is freakin hawt LOL. Other than that, the plotline is superb :D

I cried again yesterday and the day before. I watched JaeChunSu new song for friends for their JYJ concert. It was so heartbreaking to see Suie cried and i too cried as well *typical me*It was beautiful... their voices... they put so much effort to the song... it shows their true feelings and such... and makes me go speechless. I always said to myself not to cry... but i cried anyways. They will go far... i can see that... but, for some reason, i want all 5 of them to go far. As for now, if standing for wat they truly believe in makes them happy, i will pray for them from this far away land for their happiness. If one day, all 5 of them are back together, i will surely remember every single step they take to reach this far. That's how much i love them and how much they really means to me. Till then, i will wait patiently as a loyal fan and see them achieve their success in their individual career. And as i said... this is not the end of them... cos i have my faith in them... always <3 style="text-align: justify;">

ps: I will always remember how much u guys means to me always <3>


Saturday, June 5, 2010
And im back ;D Saturday, June 05, 2010

Hello Journal,

Its been awhile... the last post was October last year... *legasp* XD Hahaha~ Yup2 i guess its because im too busy with Uni this year ;D and OMGGGGG i cant believe im in my final year already~~~ *wootwoot* Just 2 days ago, we have completed our first semester. So far so good. Im now left with my finals... grr! my timetable sucks but yeah... at least i have more tym to study this tym... dat is if i started studying early... which i am always not :P

Anyhow, i was so bored today. End up watching all the t-aradotcom variety series. Other than dat, spent most of my time reminiscing the past... Kept on thinking of what if situation e.g. wat if there was no such thing as dbsk vs sm lawsuit etc. Yesterday, there was a post on JaeChunSu updates on livejournal. im excited yet having a tiny bit of mixed feelings because my boys are moving on so fast that i cant catch up. But, now that ive read the news, m glad that they are actively doing something in Japan :D its better than not receiving any news from them ;D Im quite excited and im expecting more videos to be uploaded tomoro i.e. JaeChunSu thanksgiving... Just wished that the other 2 would pop-up and say surprise!!! Yesh! im greedy like dat XD And and and more exciting news... My Chunbb celebrated his 24th bday yesterday... :P i wish i could do some pic spam today just like last year but im dat old to do all these :P XDDD

Dear Chunbb,

Happy 24th bday, hope u are doing well in Korea as well as in Japan. May god bless u with so much luck and thank you again for being part of my life. Thank you so much for the music u bring to us as it became my source of motivation each and everyday of my life. Hope u will be healthy always and hope that u could take good care of the rest of the members... Like the phrase u always say; Always keep the faith... and i will do that and if u have decided wat is best for u, i will stand there by ur side giving u full support... ur happiness is all that i wish for <3

Ur dearest fan, Izah <3

That's all i can say for today... for some reason, i wish i know the feeling of having someone by my side... oh my dearest other half, will u ever come to me anytime soon?